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Name: Jamie
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Interests: Rock N Roll, Straight Edge, HXC boys, James Hart...or at least just making out with him ;) and most importantly GOD. Oh, and I chew alot of gum...ALOT.
Expertise: Being tuffer than you.
Occupation: Government
Industry: Government


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Member Since: 6/2/2003

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Friday, June 01, 2007

Wow...from that last post, I was sure that there were going to be a ton of "I told you so"s. Eh, too bad there wasn't. I should've known better. As far as describing the "dude for me",  that one was the absolute furthest off. I'm not sweating it anymore though. Too bad I finally got what I thought I wanted and it was horribly wrong for me. Now it haunts me with drunken text messages and shallow rants.

BUT...

Hi there again wonderful Xanga. When I could no longer access you from my phone, it became an out of sight out of mind type deal. It's only fate that I have found you once more. SOOO much has changed since my last update (see above concerning last update if you want to witness a slight rant one more time around.) Okay, really nothing has changed so much. I just like to act like I have done something with my life worthy to have written documentry over.

Here is some stuff you might've missed:

I finally got a computer. Now I can be ultra savvy in the sense that I can write my intermost thoughts once more, 'cept that's not whats going to happen. I'd rather spare what few, and I mean FEW visitors that may stumble across my very soul. (Man, I don't know why that ended like that, but I'm keeping it.)

I didn't move. ANYWHERE. Go figure. I change my mind every two minutes over where I THINK I want to be. Let's just say that I think a little too much. I don't know why, but I'm still in the less than amazing town of Fairborn, OHIO. One day, this will change. I guess I just need some more direction before then.

I'm officially 22. Yup, and I'm still edge. Big shocker, right? Well, it isn't selling out if I only drink "dat purple drank" on the weekends after I clock out...right?

My job pretty much rules. Finally I am getting recognized for my hard work. I had to switch departments and I have picked up a pace that surpasses the rest of my department. I love being awesome. In a month, I will own Nationwide Biweekly Administration. Okay, not really. I just set my goals (haha did you catch it? SET my GOALS..you should've been paying better attention.) incredibly high.

I am going to be a designer on Resident Evil 9 The Leon Scott Kennedy Files. Again, not really. I want to go to school for game design. That's one of those "goals" I've set for myself.

Speaking of, I'm also trying to learn basic Japanese. I plan on doing this in a span of a month. Not so easy.

 

For now, I'm going to sleep. Take care Xanga.


Monday, August 28, 2006

I want: a strong, God fearing, humble, respectful, funny, intelligent, responsible, appreciative, hard working, compassionate, loyal, and loving man who likes: mixed martial arts, UFC, NFL Blitz, xbox, Straight Edge/drug free, morals, convictions, roadtrips, hip-hop, hardcore, metal, punk, shows, stupidly funny movies, the ocean, cheesy jokes, pizza, family, dogs...and whatever else i missed. If you see him, send him my way. Thanks.


Sunday, August 27, 2006

If i cry, i will beat myself up later...like, for real. I will punch my self so hard in the face...i will look like forrest griffin got a hold of me...okay, i would enjoy that way too much...okay, chuck liddell.


Friday, August 25, 2006

Why does it seem like everyone else's lives are just falling into place? Did i miss something? I'm stuck in the exact same place as i was last year. Maybe i'm asking too much. I just get so frustrated inside, and i don't know if it's better i keep everything bottled in, or if i should let it out. How did i miss it? What did i do. It slipped through my hands and is gone, forever. Wow, i suck.


Wednesday, August 23, 2006

I'm excited! Yes, a positive post! One of my friends went to school, and will be back at the end of September. I'm excited that i will get to see him...he's totally worth the drive to evansville. Oh, and i'm finally getting my hands on the new obie trice cd, thank you x dustie x. That kid is so chill. Great to have around. He's so nice, i want to do something real cool for him...Anyway, edison is moving soon:( i'm actually really excited for him, but i'm losing a great dude. Same with wook. I'm excited for him cause i know it's what he wants, and it'll be awesome for him...but it feels like my older brother is moving away. Oh well. Me, well i'm probably not moving. I'm a fool for thinking it'd work anyway. Eh.



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